Monday, July 28, 2008 -{'Monday, July 28, 2008
it's like weird for people to read my post-s. No one was supposed to care about me. Because no one ever ever really cared about me. Yes i agreed i have changed. But it is to treat life positively. I've stopped wallowing in my daydreams hoping our good day-s would be back again. Cos i knew it would not happen. Mayb i made a mistake. No you din betray me. But i have had no choice. His friends 'warned' me not to go too close to you. TO leave you AND him alone. Let ur spend more time tgt.I was hurt too ok. I had to steer clear making sure i was not the proclaimed gooseberry. Yea u would tell me :dun care what others think. But i can't. It happens at home, in school everywhere! I would always be commented, laughed at. You went everywhere with him. Be it recess, after school, before school. I would be alone. Eleanor was cold nt cool. And i dun really know her. She wouldn't tell me anything AND even seem to find me a nuisance. Over the time, i generally drew up a line between us. It was inevitable. Your smile was not as genuine. Only a polite one. Probably it was my fault. You used to be so positive, cheerful. It was hard not to smile when i see you... But there is always an end to everything...~once again i'm wishing for u ~